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Set ([personal profile] thebeastwithin) wrote2012-12-22 08:17 pm

Happy Now, Baby?

Okay, so I made it.  Will you stop giving me the look now?  Just remember you're the one who wanted me to now that we will have to be watching TWO journals AND The Network to keep track of how our lives are being violated.

And you know I'm not going to use this much, right?

The Beast....well he might be a different story.  Just keep your eyes open in case he does post something here that needs your attention.  I'm not taking anything about him for grated at the moment considering how he's been acting.

...Cause we both know how bad it would be if he screwed up that geis.  Let's hope he knows how bad it would be too and wasn't just playing when he swore it.

answerer_sword: (Sad)

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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
She sighs and shakes her head.

"I want what is good for him. The plan we have now also requires for him to be emotionally stable. At least, enough for us to be able to meet and plan. So please, do you have any way of achieving both objectives?"
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes, it is quite the conundrum."

She has to think hard about what he intends to say, and even then, she is somewhat confused.

"Can you at least allow him to be somewhat calm when it comes time for us to meet again and discuss the Association?"
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Do not dare."

Even more so than threats to Diarmuid's safety, a threat to Cu Chulainn's safety can rile her up.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
"You will break him...but who will repair him? Or will you break him over and over again every time he seems to regain his sanity?"

It was hard negotiating with the Beast, especially since she had never been a good negotiator.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
"So is he a toy now? You can only love him when he is broken."

She wonders how much Diarmuid knows about the Beast's desires, and how much he would be willing to continue to make sacrifices to placate the Beast.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
She is just about ready to give up with these negotiations. Currently, irritation is overriding her fear.

"I understand. Forgive me. But returning to my original suggestion, try not to antagonize the Association. If you must do anything regarding the corruption, please keep it out of the public eye. I believe that is what Diarmuid would desire as well."
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know what I care about personally, but I also must abide by my duty. After all, there is a reason that I became a Heroic Spirit. And that reason is to protect the greater part of humanity. It comes before any personal preferences."
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"I cannot recall much of my personal life, but I would never forget my purpose."

And for Counter Guardians, a purpose was all that they needed.

"I do care for them. If I had a choice, I would make it so that I would never need to choose between them and the many."
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"If I had to make that choice...what makes you think I would live with abandoning my comrades?"

Again, this was just part of being a Counter Guardian. Fading away once her duty was done.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-30 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
She has too much experience hiding her emotions. Even if she cannot remember details of her personal life, she can still manage to hold herself together somewhat in a tense situation. Even if she is on the point of breaking down on the inside, on the outside she is calm except for a few moments of anger.

"You are. Even in doing my duty, you are still comrades."

Her voice is softer now. For the first time in the conversation, she is dropping her cold facade.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-31 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
"I can swear by the honor of being the inheritor of the Sword of Mannanan Mac Lyr. And if that means nothing, then just know that I trust the two of you."

She hopes that the lack of anger from the Beast indicates she has gotten somewhere in their discussion. When she looks back at him with an unflinching gaze, he should be able to see that she is being completely honest.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-31 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
"I...think I might have."

Now that the tension has disappeared, all the stress from before has caught up to her. She desperately wants to curl up into a corner with a drink.
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[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-12-31 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
"N-no, I will be fine on my own. He simply divulged some information to me about Diarmuid and his motivations."

She peers at the feed.

"Is Diarmuid present at the moment?"

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